Like most men in his late
sixties, Clayton Goddard had begun looking back on his life and
measuring it in failures rather than successes. It’s often
simpler that way.
Looked at by any outsider,
Clay’d done pretty well. Served his time and somehow made it out
of Vietnam with most of his mind. Married to the same woman for
35 years until her death. Three sons and a daughter who all
graduated college and were busy generating a whole new flock of
Goddards. Worked his way up from a teller position to branch
manager and finally VP of development.
None of that mattered, though,
on the morning of April 9th, when his eldest son
arrived on a mission.
“C’mon, Pops,” Ethan said that
afternoon, smoothing his thinning hair with his hand. “We’ve
been over and over this. It’s time, Pops. Think of it as your
legacy.”
“Ethan, son….”
Whatever Clay said after that
didn’t matter. Ethan and his brothers and sisters had made their
decision. It was time to sell the house they’d grown up in along
the banks of Crooked River off the Cumberland Sound in South
Georgia. He was too old, getting too forgetful, and frankly a
little too weird.
His latest was the kicker,
though. Homing pigeons? Really?
“Look,” Clay said. “I know you
all mean well, but….”
“You can’t live here, anymore,
Pops. You just can’t. We don’t have a choice anymore, Pops. It’s
over.”
Clay looked at his son over
the brim of his coffee cup.
Maybe they were right. Maybe
it was time.
But what about his birds?
Charlemagne, his oldest and proudest Racing Homer, had placed
third in the 300-mile Southeast Classic. And Wilbur was already
working toward besting that, maybe even in May’s Yearling
Challenge.
In the morning, Ethan
remembered why he hated his old bed but loved waking up to the
quiet.
“I’d forgotten how much the
belugas chat in the morning,” he said, settling back into an
Adirondack chair with a mug of coffee next to his father.
“They were trying to tell you
how much they missed you.”
Which made them both sad and
quiet for a minute. It was their mother, not Clay, who’d always
told them the Cumberland Sound belugas were talking to them.
Just to them.
“I’m sorry I’m letting you all
down,” Clay said, later, after Ethan had eaten lunch and gone
for a walk along the Crooked River. “As usual.”
“It’s OK, Pops. It’s not just
the money, you know. None of us really needs the money.
Clifford, maybe. But he always needs money.”
Clay said nothing.
“It’s that we worry about you,
too, you know. Tilly thinks you’ve gone batshit crazy with the
whole pigeon thing.”
Clay laughed. He could hear
his birds stirring in their pen out back, impatient to be set
free for the day.
“Wouldn’t that be pigeonshit
crazy?”